Successful Failure

:)

2010-12-05T09:15:00.004+07:00

Thank you for everything

Thank you for making me laugh

Thank you for making me smile

Thank you for making me cry

Thank you for being here with me

Thank you for supporting me

Thank you for listening

Thank you for staying up with me

Thank you for making me believe again

Thank you for showing me the world

Thank you for showing me the true meaning of friendship

Thank you for showing me the true meaning of love

Thank you for your patience

Thank you for every single thing you gave to me

Thank you for every single memory

Thank you for loving me :)

I'm sorry for every mistake I made

I'm sorry if I ever let you down

I'm sorry I can't always be there for you

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I might not be the best, but I'll try to be better for you

♥

The Show

2010-09-19T09:16:00.004+07:00

Here are some photos from a musical show we watched back then in China

The show was awesome

It was attended by Indonesia's education minister too, Mr. M. Nuh, too bad we had no time to take a picture with him (my friends wanted to, I don't know why)

Miss Guiyang so much !

Photo Hunting

2010-09-14T22:40:00.007+07:00

Hello again all ! :DD

Yeah, I know, I've been abandoned my blog for too long. haha.

been busy with some things (yeah , actually IDK what I did, but yeaaahh :S )

So, today I went to Rainbow Hills with Grace, Jo, and Ibet, photo hunting :D

Too bad it was raining. Bogor is always raining now in then afternoon.

After photo hunting, we went to watch movie, Darah Garuda. Pretty cool for Indonesia movie :)

Then we had dinner and went home. Nice trip :)

Thanks God, my daddy didn't angry because I got home by motorcycle in rain. haha. Thanks to Ibet for the ride home :)

Also Jo :)

And Grace too :D

Yeah, here are the photos. I didn't take much photos thought :(

Hope you enjoy :)

there's something interesting about this tree. wondering what happened :S

the view was so beautiful :)

Ibet & Jo :)

Hi there ! :D

I kinda like this photo, Ibet and Jo in reflection :P

I'm so tired now, and I have to get up early tomorrow so I have no time to edit these photos or even just put my on it. haha.

Obviously, I Hate Goodbye ...

2010-08-17T08:53:00.008+07:00

你们好！
你们好吗？
所以，我从中国回来，现在我忘记如何说英语，甚至印尼
语
Lie!

I used google translater for that. hahahaha.

Those means : Hello !

how are you? so, i have been back from China, and now i forget how to speak English or even Indonesian

Actually I've been back from rr.. last week

But I'm busy catching up my lesson at school, which I've missed a lot for my absence. And also busy keep contacting with my friends. haha.

I miss them all so badly !

I regret that I had no chace to know all of them better. But thanks to technology!

we're connected now :D

but too bad I can't contact my Chinese friends, Facebook, Twitter, and even Blog are blocked in China. I emailed them, but they haven't reply .. yet :(

Miss them all !!!!

Anyway, you may see from the title.

I hate goodbye. Yeah, right..

Little embarressing secret .... I cried at the farewell ceremony with my Chinese and Vietnam friends (so we're divided, 2 countries each school, and we were with vietnam)

My Chinese friend give me a book for a gift, and when I saw the note on it, I can't stand it, I cried ! (even now, I wanna cry too :(( )

the note Dave, Lynn, and Linda gave me. Miss them so much !

I miss you guys damn much! From left top clockwise : Lynn, Dave, Doan from Vietnam, and Linda

with Lynn. Love you :)

She's also nice, she bought a drink for me. Thanks Lynn. And also give me another souvenir :)

Chinese students singing 朋友 (friends) Sad sad sad :(((

the lyrics. a lil bit blurr :(

Dave asked me to sing with him. because at the first day we met we sang together. See? He's very nice. We were close. My friends even think that I like him, like him. Understand? But I know, they were just teasing me. We sang High School Musical's 'The Start of Something New'. But I kinda screwed up :( Sorry Dave :( I have the video, but I think I won't upload it :p

with Dave again :)

with Martin. I found out that his English name is Martin at the last day. He sat next to me in class, but I thought his name was Mahi. Because his strange accent. haha. too bad, he can't speak English well and I can't speak Chinese too. Somehow when I speak Chinese no one can understand it :(

Meet Ivan :) He's also very nice. I don't know why, even when I just take a photo of myself, he also took it with his camera, hahahahaha

Chen 教师. She's very nice and patient. Followed our crazy shopping desire. Thanks Chen 教师 !

All campers minus Brunnei Darussalam. Miss you guys !

There're a lot of stories to be told. A lot of memories. No words can describe it. I had a wonderful unforgetable experience in my life. I met new friends from different countries.

♥♥ LOVE YOU GUYS ♥♥

All Packed !

2010-07-31T21:22:00.003+07:00

Well, quick post before I go to China

Oh yeah, I haven't tell you about this, I'm going to China to represent Indonesia in ASEAN Youth Summer Camp in Guiyang, China. Haha, sounds cool right?

It's not that cool actually..

I'm super excited ! And also worried, my mandarin is not that good. okay, I can only speak like, "what's your name", blah blah blah

And I also confused.... Why do I bring so much clothes? My case is almost full, how can I carried things I shopped there? (see, I bring that big case, and one handbag, that's not include my camera bag)

I asked my friend and I think they dont bring a lot of things...?

I'll be back next week

Wish me luck guys !

Today's Inspiration : f(x)

2010-07-24T22:03:00.000+07:00

source

Actually, I'm not the biggest fan of K-Pop, but sure, they have a good style, right?

I don't even know about this group, can anyone tell me who they are?

I'm not even sure if the name was right, f(x)?

Personally, I love Amber's style the most (FYI, she's the boyish one, you see?). She's so cool. I'm wondering, is she a boy? hahahahaha

A Little Piece of Snowflake

2010-07-20T16:31:00.003+07:00

I don't even know why the post title was like that, hahaha.

Okay, don't even mind about that.

I went to my friend's 17th birthday party last Friday (yeah, another birthday party, and there will be another one this Saturday, with white as the dress code, again! Just like this party's dress code)

So this is what I wore to the party :

unbranded white blouse, unbranded back shorts, unbranded tights, Guy Laroche clutch, Charles and Keith studded heels, owl necklace, f21 bracelets, mom's pearl ring

I don't prepare much, I dont even know whether or not I come, so I just take whatever I see from my closet, and there are only 2 white dresses in my closet. And I have wore the other one to another party. But probably I'll wear that dress to the party this Saturday, if I come. Okay, enough, I'm blabbering here. LOL.

I also join Veren Lee's giveaway. She'll giveaway 2 lovely necklace from Universal Studio (btw, I really want to go there!). Somehow I couldn't put the picture here :( there's might be something wrong with my internet connection or my google crome. The picture is done uploaded, but it disn't show up :( Okay, just join her giveaway here

Wish me luck guys !

It's Out !!

2010-07-17T21:09:00.004+07:00

Avenged Sevenfold Nightmare Unedited Music Video

I love Shadows's jerky face. I love how Syn bangs his head to the door (some people laugh at it, IDK why). I love Zacky's new hair. I love the whole video (despite the fact that it's kinda creepy). I HATE how the drum was empty :( *I MISS YOU REV*

Bandung Day 3 : Marvelous View

2010-07-10T13:27:00.006+07:00

So, here's the pictures of my last day in Bandung. We just had lunch at The Peak.
We didn't know where to go, so we just go there. Well, actually we wanna go to Kawah Putih, but it takes 2 hours ride by car, and we wanna go home that day, so we don't wanna go too far.
The peak has a fabulous view and delicious food, though the cold atmosphere makes the food easily get cold :(

I ordered Lamb Chop, yummy :9

My dad's, sirloin steak

School start in 2 days, aarrgh, I'm so lazy, though I kinda miss it
School first day always makes me sick, wondering which class are you in, who your friends are...
Hopefully I will have a great last year in high school!

Oh, and about the blog name, what about 7 Sins?

I Miss Them All

2010-07-08T16:46:00.005+07:00

I miss school
Yeah, I hate the fact that school will start this Monday, means I have to leave my holiday routines, such as sleep, eat, watch TV, sleep again, yeah I'm such a lazy pig, LOL. And face school routines, sleep late doing my homework, wake up early, listen to boring teacher with their boring subject in class. But I miss my friends. And I gotta admit, I miss being in the class, listening to teacher, or ignoring them, haha. I miss the school's atmosphere.

I miss my ex-classmate. We love to do silly things together, talk about 'something inappropriate', yeah you should and don't wanna know, haha. Even I miss when they 'bullying' me and make me uncomfortable. I miss how we laugh together. Yeah, basically, I miss all of my friends.

In these 3 months, my best friends are moving away, one each months. I (will) miss you guys so badly! Hiks, I can cry right now. I cherish them all.
I love every single moments I had with them, it was fun. No matter how many times we fight. No matter what 'history' we had. I love them all, I love my friends.
I'll miss your attendance at my house, bro. Late one. I'll miss singing with you playing guitar. I'll miss your support. I'll miss your story. I'll miss your arrgh, everything. ILY. We never make it, to go out together, to the beach, to Bandung. Yeah, I'd be fun, though. You're a brother I never ever have. Time flies when you're around.
I also miss you, BFF. I miss your everything. Every moments we had here. I MISS YOU HERE. Never ever forget me :)
And you, we're so clicked together. We love the same thing, we can share it all. Sure, I miss you too :)
Good luck for you guys, you go for your dreams, hope you can reach it. I'm wishing you the best, guys

I MISS YOU ALL

*oh yeah, I'm planning to change my blog name, because I think this name is too .. hm.. pathetic? I'm thinking about 'The Lady Boss', cos I'm a bossy girl, or 'Sweet Little Things'. Help me choose guys, or maybe you have a better idea?

Day 2 : Cowgirl

2010-07-04T08:00:00.006+07:00

I know it's beyond late.

But here it goes, photos of my second day in Bandung.

Hope you enjoy it :)

We went to Lembang that day.

First, we went to Kampung Gajah, they have such a lot of games, I played one, I don't know the name, that's the picture of it

It was really windy out there, okay, I wore the wrong outfit :( I didn't know we'll go there.
played blankblankblank, I don't know the name, haha. That's my bro's friend next to me :)

Next stop, The Ranch. I took a horse ride, again, hahaha. Here you can wear cowboy thingy. Take a look at my picture below :)

see the hat and the vest? that's what i'm talking about :) isn't that cute?

Last stop, Tangkuban Perahu. It was really really cold out there. Damn, I curse this outfit! I put my sweater on but still can't heal the cold :(

I really love this picture :)

I love this photo really much. Thanks to my sister for taking this photo :)

Okay, last day post's coming out soon !

Award :)

2010-06-29T21:17:00.003+07:00

Well, I received this award today from ♥SISTERHOOD♣, thank you so much dear :)

It's my first award, kinda happy about it !!

1. berapa blog yang kamu punya dan berapa umurnya ?
just one, about a year I think, I started blogging at May last year

2. sejak kapan kamu mengenal dunia blog ?
since 1,5-2 years ago

3. mengapa tertarik untuk membuat blog dan untuk apa ?
well, it seems like fun, you can see other blogger with their cool blogs. and to express my self. i can write almost anythig here :)

4. apa kelebihan dan kekurangan blog kamu ?
plus : it's originally from me :)
flaws : I can't decide what to post. and it's really random, I can post about photography, fashion, or just about my daily life. just can't decide.

5. award dan tag ini berikan kepada 5 teman blogger yang lain:

Michelle K. from Glisters and Blisters

Ai from Ai's Clothes

Inge from Fashion Addict

Lia from Barbie Junk

Heidy from Fashion-Maverick

Will do the second day of my trip post later on Friday I think.

Slowly internet connection today, watch eclipse tomorrow, big day for my lil bro Thursday, think I'm free on Friday.

Bandung Day 1 : Back to Nature

2010-06-26T19:09:00.005+07:00

I've told you guys that I'm going to Bandung on my last post, so I have a little 'souvenir' here. Hope you enjoy.

This post is about my first day there, I was there for three days, I took a lot of pictures, hard to choose some.

First, I went to some Factory Outlets while waiting my dad, he had a meeting. Too bad I didn't buy anything :(

Then we went somewhere called 'Hutan Wisata'. We actually found that place in accident, my daddy didn't know where to go, so we just drove wherever. Kinda crazy, I know. Those pictures were taken there.

There were Japanese Cave, Dutch Cave, etc. I got in the Japanese Cave. It was used by the Japanese to hide when the war occured. It was dark, scary, and cold in there. I was scared amd wanna get outta there really really soon. You can't even see anything without a flashlight. Can't you imagine that? Totally scary!

The forest

the Japanese cave I told you about, scary huh?

Having dinner at Kedai Nyonya Rumah, the food is not bad. Love the red snipper my sister ordered. This is what I got :

Forget the name, it's Tumpeng something something...

All pictures taken by me with Nikon D60

That's all for my first day there, hell lots more pictures on my next post

Have a great weekends everyone !

Black and White

2010-06-22T17:14:00.006+07:00

Hey I'm baaack !!

Finally, no more bad connection ! :DD

I received my report book today , and the result is, hmm.. quite good :)

But the best part is we all passed :)

Well, as I said on my last post, here it goes ....

wearing : unbranded hairband, unbranded dress - worn as top, orange skirt, f21 sling bag, f21 bracelets, red rosary, sandals

the pictures are kinda blurry because I wasn't there when I clicked the shutter, so the focus can't be set right

take a closer look at this bag :)

Well, that's all

I took the photos after I went to the mall, so I was already tired

I'm heading to Bandung tomorrow, yippppiiieee :)

Well, have a great holiday all !

Fabulous Friendship

2010-06-17T19:55:00.006+07:00

Skipped school (badbadbad!) and went to Grand Indonesia last Friday with Inge, Marcela, and Elakrina. Sieska, we miss you here !

Haha

Feel like I wanna go casual that day, so I put on my short, shirt, and my favorite converse. Those shoes are the most comfortable shoes ever! I can't understand how people can wear heels for hours walk.

Bought a bag in forever 21 for only IDR 75000 !

Wore it on my Sunday outfit :)

Wait for my next post, I have an internet connection problem these days, and it's sucks.

I'm now posting in school, wifi-ing. School's actually off today, but I have an interview for a local newspaper so I have to go to school :(

Have a great weekends everyone :)

FUCK EVERYTHING !!

2010-06-16T18:48:00.003+07:00

What the fuck do ya really want?!??
Nothing I do is right
Whatever I do is always wrong
I will never be enough to you
I do anything I can
I sacrifice everything
But still never enough
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!??

I'm tired
I'm sick of all of this
I'm in pain
I'm mad
I'm suffocating
I'm disappointed ... of my life

I wanna scream
I wanna breathe, i just can't breathe

Crying is not enough
Screaming at you doesn't solve the problem
But keep it for my selfs driving me crazy

Gimme a break I'm tired
Gimme a break I'm exhauted
Gimme a break I can't take all this shit anymore
I wanna quit
I wanna stop

Why don't you just leave me for a while?
I need peace
I need freedom
I need to get out of here
I don't need you

A house is not a home
I'm living a hell right now
I'm living a nightmare, but I just can't wake up
Get me outta here
I don't belong here
Take me anywhere but here

I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER !!

The World Goes By

2010-06-08T20:12:00.006+07:00

"Everybody's changing but I don't feel the same"

Went to my JHS friend's seventeenth birthday party last Saturday

Yeah, I really need a break during this crazy week of final exam

It was like a reunion there, everybody (well, almost everybody) from my JHS was there. It was fun, really really fun.

I did need a break during a crazy week of final exam. I have to study really really hard, study until midnight, ugh.

Didn't take much pictures, but there's some :

left to right : Yossie, Jane, Cda, Nteph, Me

But seeing my JHS friends now after a while (not so long though, I'm in 11th grade now), hmmm, they're just different.

Some of guys smoke. I hate this. I hate smokers. I don't know why they smoke.

It's fine to see my SHS friends smoking, but seeing them, just keep questioning.

they changed. maybe I changed too. Everybody changed.

It's not the same. Oh, I miss that time, my JHS time, it was great time :)

They drive. Okay, everybody drives, everybody but me !

I wanna drive, I want my own driving license, I want my own car, I wanna drive my own car, so I don't have to ask my mom to pick me up here and there

But my parents said I only can drive after I turn 17, and it's like ... hmm.. 6 months away

I JUST CANT WAIT !!!!

I don't wanna get older fast, but I want to do a lot of things I can't do before too !

ARGH .

Anyway, school exam is finally over today. HELL YEAH FREEDOM !!

LOLs

Watched Sex and the City The Movie 2 today :DD

The movie was really great.

They have a lot of great shoes collection, and Oh, I Love Abu Dhabi !

I admire the girls' style, and also their friendship.

I want to go for a vacation with my friends sometimes. I HAVE to.

Go to some amazingly beautiful place *dreaming :)

I also dreaming to have a house with a big closet on it full of famous designer's clothes

That's every single girls's dream

HAHA

See? They're super fabulous !

Carrie's Style

It's not Goodbye

2010-05-27T21:14:00.000+07:00

"Every ending is just a new beginning"

"Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance; they make the latitudes and longitudes"

Henry David Thoreau

One of my besties, Sieska Dewi Sumendap, is going to continue her study in US this June.

Sad, yeah I know. Even though we only know each other for 2 year, but we've been through lots of things. We share tears and laughters, we do many silly things together.

School end earlier yesterday (and also today) and we went to pizza hut to have farewell party with Sieska, Inge, Marcela, David, Budi, Aldo Baskara. It was fun, really really fun, having a quality time with your dearest friends.

Friends are the most wonderful gift in the world :)

It's hard for me to write this post, I don't know what to say. So let the pictures speak for me

FUN.FUN.FUN.

Left, from front : Me, Marcela, Budi, Baskara

Right, from front : David, Sieska, Inge, Aldo

group hug. love.

meet Sieska !

You and I will meet again

When we're least expecting it

One day in some far off place

I will recognize your face
I won't say goodbye my friend
For you and I will meet again
~Tom Petty

Recent Updates

2010-05-25T21:38:00.001+07:00

Long time no blog

I've been busy this time around

Final exam next week and before that I have A LOT ASSignments a daily exam to do

I'm so tired !

Now I have to study harder for my final exam

Wish me luck you guys !

If you pay attention, I changed my blog layout :)

It's way better right..?

I'll add something more later, at my leisure time

Hope you like it, it's better and brighter I think

The previous one give a dark impression

And I also join Glisters and Blisters's giveaway.

You can win and choose a pair of colored tights from We Love Color

You don't wanna miss it, click here to join

Good Luck, and wish me luck too !

Bloomy Sunday

2010-05-13T09:19:00.004+07:00

First of all, sorry for all my craps in my last post. But this post is gonna be different *promise*

I spent my Sunday at Novotel Bogor, FYI, it's just about 15 kilometers from my house. haha.

My daddy took us there to have lunch. The food was extreemely delicious.

I wanna have my seventeenth birthday dinner there. The place is almost perfect, the place is beautiful, the food is great, but it's kinda pricey.

Well, I had a great time there, after that I went to PIM, had another round of meal (Oh my God!)

love this picture :)

shopped this one. Still learning how to shopped. Gonna be better next time !

I took a horse ride. It's kinda scary you know?

What I wore : dress + cardi - from thailand, lacey skirt - orange, sneakers - converse, kitty necklace

I'm getting fatter :((((

Diet mode : on

But it's kinda hard to do diet, you know. I just can't resist sweet food and chocolate and another delicious food. IDK how people can do it.

Any advice guys?

Frienemies - A Perfect Bad Day

2010-05-11T21:16:00.000+07:00

Frienemies = a blurred friendship; a friend and a rival or enemy

Or to me, more like a friend you thought he/she is your real friend but turns out he/she is a back stabber, unloyal

I have a totally bad day today, a PERFECT bad day !
- my friend's mad at me
- I found out my friend is actually a frienemy, what make me hate this more is I can't be mad at him. I can't be mad at people. When I hate someone, I hate him/her, I don't wanna talk to him/her, but when he/she talks to me ... Rrr. I just can't resist it, i'll talk to him and everything's back to normal.
Back to the problem.. I really hate that kind of person. A backstabber. A lier. A thief. I just HATE them. Note that : HATE THEM !
- I will not go to ** for vacation (secret, don't wanna brag or something :p ), it's officially canceled. When I got home, I wanna hear a little good news after this whole bad day at school, but turns out it's another disappointment :(
- I'M HAVING A PHYSIC TEST TOMORROW, i don't really understand the materials, but I have no mood to study. Yes, I'm moody. Is that really my fault?

And the only thing I can do for a run-away is blogging. FYI, I'm blogging via my phone.
And another disappointment, IDK Y, I can't go to my blog from this phone, but I can open the other page, like the other blog

Oh, I hate this day.
Hope you'll have a better day than me.
And lets hope tomorrow will be better (Amen ^^)

Your Nightmare is Here

2010-05-08T22:23:00.006+07:00

Oh Yeah baby, I can't wait till this nightmare comes true!

It's Avenged Sevendfold brand new song

I've hear the 30 seconds preview and now I can't wait to hear the whole new song

May 18th, please come ASAP !

but it also means my second year in high school will over soon

and a farewell I have to face ...

Well, back to the song...

I think it sounds amazing, sounds like songs in City of Evil, but I only hear it for 30 seconds, and the song is actually 6 minutes and 16 seconds long

I can't wait till they release the album on July 27th !!!

The album art :

Actually, it's kinda scary, right? LOL

Oh yeah, for those who wanna listen to the 30 minutes preview, they actually hide it

Lemme think ....

I can give you the video here or I can just give you the hint ...

Yeah, I'll just give you the hint, it's better to find it yourself than I just give you the video, right?

For real fans, you'll feel the excitement of searching it. And the feeling when you found it

Here's the hint : The highlight of your summer will be seeing Avenged Sevenfold underthe evening sky on the Rockstar Uproar TOUR.

And Oh, it's on their site

Found it..?

Thanks a lot to Death Bat News for spreading this nightmare !

*Don't forget to check out my latest post here

**Actually I cheated, I googled it. I forgot there's hint. I know which page they have the preview in, but I totally forgot about the other hint :p

Back When I was Kid

2010-05-07T20:53:00.005+07:00

Those pencil colors reminds me of my childhood

When i was just an innocent kid

Oh, I miss that time........

When I could do anything I wanted, less responsible

A little girl has no problems, their life seems simply easy

Smiling, laughing, crying

Being 16 is great, I know (but I prefer being 14 instead, don't know why)

But sometimes I miss my childhood

I don't wanna get older :(

Facing lots of troubles

When I was a kid, I played with my friends

We did anything we wanted without thinking about anything

Don't you miss that time?

And now....

A piece from my childhood *blushing*

Yeah, haha

That's my photos, LOL

I don't know, maybe I was 3 that time, really DK

Oh , yeah

I miss that time, for sure

But life must go on, right?

We can't life in the past (or future)

We're living NOW, the present

Have a great weekends you guys !

Jane's 17th Birthday Party

2010-04-28T16:41:00.003+07:00

Last Saturday was Jane's 17th birthday party

The party was great

Jane looked really beautiful in her dress

And the decoration was really nice

The theme was beutiful gothic, so everybody (well, not everybody, but almost) was wearing black clothes

So was I :)

Yeah, I was running outta clothes so I just wear anything I have (and I've wore before at another party, but it's okay, just wear it in different way :] )

left to right : Jane (not the one who having the party), me, Nike, Marcela, Inge

what I wore : cat tank top (oh, I love tis top, you have to see the front!) - gift from France, Lacey Skirt - Orange, jacket and ankle boots - mangdu, pearls necklace worn as bracelet - mom's, pearls necklace - mom's, clutch - Guy Laroche

the invitation + souvenir

I wanna buy some new clothes

Yeah, I really need it ! (LOVE TO SHOP!)

A lot of birthday invitation with only few clothes

But I have no time, school's crazy this time around

Tons of assignment and test

I REALLY NEED A BREAK !!!!

*)sorry for the bad quality of pictures, pictures taken by camera phone only :)

Flowers

2010-04-16T22:16:00.003+07:00

Hard to find the focus :( need a macro lens. actually I wanted to capture the water drop

dramatical effect

Do you know what flower it is?

a little bit blur here :(

My father was hospitalized couple weeks ago, and he recieved some flowers bucket, I took some flowers and took pictures of them

Oh, I really need a macro lens !!!!

picture taken w/ Nikon D60

Question

2010-04-10T19:57:00.002+07:00

L♥ving is not Owning

TRUE or FALSE?

It's Time for Us to Think

2010-04-09T17:32:00.000+07:00

actually, I was going to post about something else, but after I read the first 26 pages of Totto-Chan's Children, suddenly I realized something.

I realized that I am so lucky. I can go to school. I can eat normally 3 times a day, tasty food. I can experience lots of things.

Tons of people out there have no opportunity to feel that.

The book tells us about Totto-chan's journey to Africa when she was working in UNICEF. It was 1984, civil war was ocurred in Africa. The war caused poverty, hunger, and death of people. In one day, there were about 40.000 children under 5 dead. Can you imagine that?

During her journey, she saw lots of malnutrition children. From what I read so far, there was a family, mom and her 2 sons, because of lack of food, they only had tea everyday. No food.

Sad. :(

Some pictures I found from the internet to describe how the situation was ...

Another thing, last week some children from an orphanage came to my house (there was something held). I listened to their stories, oh, I almost cry ! Most of them never know their biological parents. Some of them were found on streets. SADSADSAD :(

But they are really talented. They can sing, ballet, play guitar, etc. (pictures maybe later, still in my camera, and I didn't take lots of picts)

Well, now I realize how lucky I am. I have parents who love me so much. I have a home. I can life comfortably.

So, be grateful for everything you have now.

When you're down, remember there are lots of people out there who are not as lucky as we are

PS : Sorry if I make you bored with this long post. Just maybe it can inspire you :)

In Her Stilettos's Giveaway

2010-04-09T17:00:00.006+07:00

Isn't that ring look lovely..?
And you can have it for free !! Even better ! :]
Diya from In Her Stilettos is having her first giveaway, click here to enter her giveaway

Good luck !

And wish me luck too ! ^ *finger crossed*

Happy Easter !

2010-04-04T09:49:00.002+07:00

GOD BLESS YOU

Random Thing

2010-03-22T14:03:00.007+07:00

Extreeeeemely bored !

Geez. School's off this entire week. today is the first day but i'm already bored :(

Got no money, my mom's busy with her job thingy, got nothing to do, so now I end up here, sitting in front of my computer, writing a new post for my blog

Actually I don't even know what to write here......

So, I'll just show you some of my pictures (Yes, pictures of ME , of course, LOLs) ...

These pictures was taken 2 weeks ago, at Marcela's 17th birthday dinner :)

left to right : Inge, Elkarina, Marcela, Sieska, Me, Asri

the other guests....

Had some fun, it was the night after my school exam, so chatting w/ some friends was kinda fun to me :)

And, last Saturday I went to Dessytha's sweet 17 birthday party, this is what I wore .....

lacey dress, jacket, necklace, clutch, ankle boots, and the hat (I didn't actually wear it when I went to Dessytha's party)

Yeah, I finally bought a pair of ankle boots, I love them, but they are foot murder !

Geez, I'm wondering how people can wear heels for hours ! I can't stand it for only 15 minutes !

LOLs

R.I.P Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan Tribute Video

2010-03-19T11:46:00.003+07:00

Check out this tribute video dedicated to The Rev

R.I.P. JIMMY "THE REV" SULLIVAN - TRIBUTE VIDEO from TWENTYFOURCORE Productions on Vimeo.

Who knows life can change you, he was just an innocent kid, and in 10 years later he became a legend, an amazing drummer of Avenged Sevendfold

Doesn't he look cute when he was just a kid?

but I haven't watch this video full yet, just about 13 mins, it's a long video one, and my internet conection is suck :(

*this video was taken from The Official Avenged Sevendfold site

Is Cobus Gonna Replace The Rev?

2010-03-19T11:30:00.006+07:00

Heard this news from a friend, then I googled it
Found a blog that says Cobus Potgieter (an independent drummer from South Africa) will replace The Rev as Avenged Sevendfold drummer

picture of Cobus :

Do you think he's great enough to replace The Rev?

Cobus on Avenged Sevendfold's Bat Country (drummer cover) :

But The Rev will never be replaced, you'll be foREVer in our heart ♥

*It's just a RUMOR, Avenged Sevendfold hasn't confirmed it yet

And personally I think this news is not true (no confirmation, or even just a RUMOR in death bat news, or any source else and Cobus is an indie drummer)

He may replace The Rev' position as the Drummer of A7x, but he can't replace The Rev' place in our heart :)

(soon as I went to Cobus' formspring and googl'ing, I started to like him, he looks like a very nice person)

Well, we'll see who will replace The Rev soon

Thousand [7] Origami Cranes

2010-03-06T10:51:00.011+07:00

Do you know the Japan legend, about making 1000 cranes?

It says that anyone who folds 100 cranes will be granted a wish.

Do you believe in that legend?

Personally, (for now) I don't. I mean, that's just ridiculous, make 1000 cranes isn't easy at all, needs patience and A LOT of time, but I can only have one wish? I deserve more than just a wish.
That's just my though.
(Okay, i know to reach something you have to work it out first, but still..... I'd better do something REAL than that)

Well, my friend tries to make 100 cranes and gives it to someone (IDK who, he didn't tell me at all), and I was like, "Oh, i wanna make some too!"
So I make some, not 1000 or 100, just about 7.
LOLs.

Took some pictures of them ......

bird couple :p

the marriage . LOLs

Pizza is a Piece of Cake

2010-02-27T22:17:00.007+07:00

been a while since last time i post something here, been busy lately

next week I have school exam, OMG, school really sucks !

ARGH !

okay, i post not to talk about that.. well, as you can see from the title above

today i just made a pizza !

and it's extreemly delicious, seriously, i won't lie. everybody who ate my pizza admitted it =P

and, not as i though before, it's actually easy

well, i'll share

to make a pizza, these are the ingredients you need :

250 ml warm water
1 teaspoons) of active dry yeast
500 gr bread flour
2 teaspoons olive oil
2 teaspoons salt

and then just follow these simple steps :

fisrt, put bread flour, yeast, olive oil, and salt in a bowl, pour the water while you knead it

knead the dough for about 10 minutes until it smooth and elastic, make a dough ball

leave it for about 20 minutes until it double-sized

after that, flaten the dough, make it round with your hand

you pizza is ready now, just add some toppings

for the topping, you can add anything you like

i added tomato sauce, spaghetti sauce, mushroom, pepper, chicken ball, sussage, and bacon

don't forget the mozarella cheese !

*you can create anything you like, e.g. choco banana pizza, just put chocolate chunks and banana slice on your dough*

final step !

bake your pizza in an oven for about 20 minutes

aaaaaand ... TARAAA !

your pizza is ready to eat, yuuumm !

delicioso !

HAPPY COOKING !

*sorry for the bad english, kinda sleepy while writing this post :P*

it's my first time making pizza, and i can tell you, its 101% success!

think i'm a talented cook, haha

i even think to learn to cook at italy, and make a pizza restaurant there *dreaming*

btw, Michelle from Glister and Blister holds a give away, i joint it

she gives wonderful jewerely from Naughty Bug , click here to join the blog give away ! :DD

i reaaaly wish i could win ! *finger crossed* xD

and, i just bought some new clothes *reaaally excited !*, gonna do some photoshot later, busybusybusy :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, REV !

2010-02-10T19:14:00.001+07:00

It's Complicated !

2010-02-07T21:43:00.006+07:00

B is a Boy

G is a Girl

they are best friends

but one day G realized that she wants to be more than just best friend

G like B, she really cares about him

but B's in love with another girl - his girlfriend - but he also cares about G, as his sister or his best friend

but G doesn't know what to do, she's really into B

but in the other side, she also knows that they will never be together

G's always thinking of B

G's happy when B's happy, sad when B's sad

B's always there for G

B always protects G, but just like a big brother protects his little sister

nothing more

G always listens to what B says

G's happy when B's around her

and sad when he's off

G's enjoing their togetherness, feels like heaven to G

and now, G's wondering ...

What should I do..?

Should I tell him the truth..?

but she knows telling him the truth will change everything

another thing, sometimes G lies about herself, doesn't really tell him the truth, the truth beside her feeling

she's scared

TELL HER WHAT TO DO ...

Good Bye, Jim !

2009-12-29T14:31:00.009+07:00

JAMES OWEN SULLIVAN

10 Feb 1981 - 28 Des 2009

He's our inspiration

He's our favorite drummer of all time

Hope you rest in peace

You'll always be here, in our heart

♥ u, forever and always

****

I was shocked at the first time i heard (or read) about this news

David texted me asked whether this news's true

so, with shock face i ran to my computer and started to browse about this

and, i found out that this news is ... TRUE !

feel shocked and sad now (a little bit lebay)

i still can't believe he's dead, i mean, he's so young (28, halloooo !) and so talented

but, trully, he's my favorite drummer

i wanna play drum like he did (too bad, my mom doesn't give me the permission :( )

even he's my fave A7x' member after Baker (and Syn, Syn's really talented, ya' know. so does Jimmy, I know, he's a really great drummer !)

and, he's kinda cute too :p

well, good bye THE REV

hope u find a better place there

i'll miss the way you hit the drums

Little Tree, Oh, Little Tree

2009-12-28T15:53:00.003+07:00

Pohon Kecil yang tumbuh di belakang Pohon Besar
pohon Kecil selalu tumbuh dalam bayang-bayang pohon Besar
Pohon Kecil kekurangan cahaya di bawah bayang-bayang pohon besar
Pohon Kecil mencari cahaya, tumbuh miring, tidak pernah seimbang
Pohon Kecil mencari dan mencari cahaya
Pohon Kecil tidak pernah dilihat orang, selalu Pohon Besar yang menjadi pusat perhatian

Pohon Kecil selalu mencoba
Pohon Kecil berusaha keras, mengeluarkan bunga yang indah, menghasilkan buah yang manis
Tapi Pohon Kecil tidak pernah dilihat orang
Selalu Pohon Besar yang dilihat, dipuji

Pohon Kecil pun ingin tumbuh
Pohon Kecil juga ingin dilihat
Pohon Kecil juga ingin dihargai

Pohon Besar harus tumbang agar Pohon Kecil bisa tumbuh, berkembang, bermandikan cahaya
Tapi apa yang bisa Pohon Kecil lakukan untuk menumbangkan Pohon Besar
Ia sudah mencoba menjadi lebih baik
But it's just an ugly little tree

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year !

2009-12-25T17:06:00.000+07:00

almost forgot, I haven't greet you...

MERRY CHRISTMAS

and

HAPPY NEW YEAR

well, they say picture worth a thousand words

so, let the picture speak ........

XMAS' EVE

my family :)

we're ready to go to the church

having dinner, we never have dinner together

it's a special occasion

my mom took this pict, so she's not here

we ate turkey

it's huge, isn't it? its weight is about 15 pounds !

I decorated my plate

IT'S CHRISTMAS !

well, i didn't go to the church, just had special breakfast i made by my self :9

then i went to my grandma's house to visit them

my plate, i made it by my self : turkey + scrambeled egg + potato = PERFECT !

special omelette i made for my lil brother, he loved it!

i think i'm a talented cook :P

Girls' Day Out

2009-11-24T20:45:00.007+07:00

I'm at KFC Baranangsiang right now..

abis dari Kelapa Gading bareng Marcela, Inge, Sieska, Elkarina..
we had a great time :)

nungguin dijemput ni, dasar bonyok gw tukang ngaret......
yauda, nunggu di sini aja...
waktu pertama dateng, boseen, ngapain coba nunggu lama gini...
mw internetan, akhitnya gw tanya ke mas" yang lewat...

Gw : Mas ada WiFi ga?
Mas" : wifi apaan yaaa..?
Gw : *gubraaak* itu, yang buat internetan.. (bingung gw juga maw jawab apa...)
Mas : Ooh, itu paling di internet corner
Gw : Oooh, ga ada yang bwt di hp yaaa..? (mw bilang wireless, ntar dy nanya lagi apaan...)
Mas" : oo, ga ada...
Gw : .............................
Mas" : Oo, yaudah yaa..
Gw : oia, makasih deh mas...

*gedubraaaaak*

tapi akhirnya di sinilah gw , internetan di internet corner..
rada ga tau diri juga sih, kan ada tulisannya di atas komputernya...
BERLAKU UNTUK PEMBELIAN MIN. Rp. 50.000 (MAX. 30 MENIT)
dan gw cuma beli setengahnya dan gw yakin sekarang udah lebih dari 30 menit..
hehe
serem lagi, tadi sempet ada satpam'y lewat, ngecek yang sebelah gw beli berapa, kan malu kalo diusir secara nggak enak..
hehe..
tadi'y penuh, ma anak kecil gitu (dasar anak kecil, buka apaan c lw...?)
tapi pergi juga tu dy... (udah malem de, tidur aja deh lw, anak kecil :P )
tapi keyboard'y ga enak banget ih ni, pencetannya keras :(
sory" aja yaa klo ada salah, ini aj gw mencetnya dengna segenap kekuatan jiwa raga dan batin...

capee banget, abis muter" di gading, gila, belom pernah gw jalan-jalan selama itu...

pagi" gw udah siapin baju : tank top , stocking, jeans skirt, converse, n luaran'y antara kemeja m outterfit gitu....
tapi kan kumpul di sekolah, duh gimana gw bisa ke sana kaya gitu..?
kan banyak abang"...
akhir'y gw lapisin pake celana basket..
sumpah, it's was a freak show !
aneh banget banget deh !
pembokat gw aja sampe cengo..
c cheryl m mba kosan'y juga..
haha..

trus sambil nunggu yang laen gw ke kosan cheryl, dari situ gw copot celana pake rok..
di situ juga saltum.. bayangin yang laen pake seragam gw pake gituan...
malumalu sangat sumpah !
akhirnya berangkat naek mobil'y marcela ma bokap'y dan sampe di sana jam 12n, mungkin, ga tau ga liat jam......

nungguin inge kita muter" dulu..
trus liat Obox (box yang bikin video di O channel ituu....), kita kepikiran mw masuk, tapi nunggu inge dulu, cos inge langsung berangkat ke jakarta nganter nyokapnya dulu..
lagi liat" di point break tiba" .............
tuit..tuit...
inge sms ga bisa dateng..
*JEDEEERR!*
aaaaaaaaahh, gimana dooong..?
padahal dy yang paling semangat..
*lanjutin kemaren udah keburu dijemput*
sedikit ada rasa gimana juga inge ga jadi ikut, tapi akhir'y kita makan di Sushi Groove, sambil nunggu makanan'y dateng, kita foto".
tuit..tuit...
inge sms, katanya bakal dateng jm 1an..
YEEEAAY !
haha..

kita jadi ke the box itu..
bingung pertamanya mw ngapain, akhirnya kita nyanyi You Belong with Me'y TS (again!)
rada malu" juga sih...
keep checkin out O'Ch. for our video !
haha.

in this picture : (left to right) Marcela, Elkarina, Sieska, Me

in this picture : (left to right) Elkarina, Sieska, Me, Inge, Marcela

akhirnya kita muter" jalan" sampe capee..
kecap akhirnya balik duluan soalnya dia mw nonton New Moon di EX jam setengah 6n (kecaaaap, aku juga mau !!)
habis itu bokap'y cela ngajak kita makan..
baik banget dy, mau nugguin kita dari jam 3 sampe setengah 7, kalo bokap gw... GROOOOK! gw pasti udah digorok jadi mayat kalo dy disuruh nunggu segitu lama...
haha..

and, another story...
waktu lagi di gading, tiba" tuit..tuittt...
sms..
dari dy yang namanya ga mw disebut, such a jerk !
begitu baca gw ngerasa *indescribable*
but, i decided to ignore it...
buat apa.......??
but the Q is .... should i forgive or not..?
i've moved on, i don't wanna have any business w/ him, at least for now, or forever..

but, anyway, i have a great time with my girls today :)
we should do it again next time !
LOL

The Next MTV' Video of the Year

2009-11-18T14:55:00.005+07:00

it's been a long time since my last post...
i've been busy and busy this time around...

well, kemaren, waktu pelajaran teater, kosong ga ada guru (haha! rasakan tu kelompok yang ud mw tampil, bawa berat" c ibu'y ga ada! gw mengalami itu 2 minggu! (evil mode : on))..
Boseeeeeen..
sebenernya suruh bikin naskah, tapi setengah jalan males, so kita ngbrol" dan tiba" *blink* tercipta ide itu...
karena suka Taylor Swift, gw dan temen" gw bikin video You Belong With Me'y Taylor Swift versi kita sendiri, saking besar'y rasa cinta kita sama Taylor..
haha..
(atau ini suatu bentuk penghinaan buat dy.. IDK..)
sedikit menggila, di tengah-tengah keramaian kelas yang sibuk dengan aktifitas masing".. (yaah, untung'y kita duduk di pojok, bayangin kalo ditengah kelas...) kita mulai shooting vidclip'y...

i personally belive (gaya kaya ngerjain inggris), that it gonna be the next MTV VMA video of the year, because blablablalalaaa....

just enjoy!

in this video : Gw as TS, Sieska Dewi as Lucas Till, dan yang dibelakang - figuran...?
director : inge luciana, marcela angelina

but ooops!
akhir'y menyimpang dari skenario...
LOL

yeah, Taylor, ini suatu bentuk rasa cinta kami padamu..... (lebay mode : on)
but, i really admire her.
she's a really great singer..
i love her songs and her stories she puts in every single song she made...
hope she'll hold a concert in indo, i'm definitely gonna attend it no matter what..

yeah, it's just another insanity of high school teenagers....
stay tune for the next insanity we'll do...
LOL.

holiday.. holiday..

2009-09-19T15:19:00.003+07:00

libur.. libur !
akhirnya libur juga.
haha.

libur = istirahat dari kegiatan sehari-hari yang melelahkan ..

tapi, kenyataannya ga gitu juga, karenaaa :
1. pembokat ga ada.
secara otomatis kitalah yang harus menggantikan tugas mereka, mulai dari ngepel, nyapu, cuci piring, bersih-bersih, masak, beresin tempat tidur, dsb.
berhubung saya malas mengerjakan semua itu, akibatnya mama jadi marah-marah ceramah panjang lebar kali dibentangin bisa ngelilingin bumi 13x, dan saya dengan SANGAT TERPAKSA mengerjakan tugas-tugas itu.

2. dua hari setelah libur berakhir adalah ulangan umum
akibatnya kita menjadi terbebani dengan segala pikiran-pikiran tentang sekolah = |*o€51^9 (coba tebak bacanya apa)
betapa tidak enak, dimana-mana ulangan dulu, terima hasil baru libur jalan" yaaaay senaaang (or not, kalo nilai jelek "jalan-jalan yaaaay senaaang" ga ada cerita adanya penderitaan 100 hari dicabuk 3000x, dicincang" dikurung di gudang.
tapi liburan kali ini kita masih harus kepikiran beban ulangan umum yang bahannya sejubleg, atau rumus" fisika yang baru kepikiran aja bisa bikin mata panas.

3. L = libur, L = les
akibat dari yang nomor 2, diawal liburn kudu menyelipkan jadwal les disela" jadwal liburan yang padat.

AAAAAARRGH !!!

2009-08-23T09:00:00.005+07:00

i'm tired of running
running from my self

i'm tired of listening
all the shit they say
all the lie you say

i'm tired of hiding
hiding from the world

hiding from the truth

i'm tired of crying
crying over someone who doesn't even care bout me at all
but i make them cry, who really care for me

i'm tired of pretending
pretending to be someone else
faking a stupid smile while deep inside i'm crying, dying

i'm tired of lying
lying to my self
i don't even know my self
who am i?

and i'm tired of living in this lie
everybody is pretending
everybody is lying

can someone tell me the truth?

---------------------------------------------------

Misery

-Good Charlotte-

Take a look around don't you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you're feeling
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There’s nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people

Don't you know, misery was haunting me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness, a place you don't if you know me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
Looking for me

The hands are up
Everybody's singing, everybody's moving
they're putting their feelings
They're synchronizing, and criticizing
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look a all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people

Don't you know, misery was haunting me
Yeah I heard, was looking for me
Happiness a place you don't if you know me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
This misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me

So you're tired of running
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their light
You're tired of loosing
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive

Don't know, misery with company
Yeah I heard, was looking for me
Happiness, a place you don't if you know me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Don't you know, misery was still with me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness, a place you don't if you know me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me

Whoa, misery my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

10 Penderitaan Anak IPA

2009-08-04T17:28:00.007+07:00

Ini adalah penderitaan yang dialami oleh anak IPA SMA X (nama sekolah disensor) berdasarkan pengalaman dan pengamatan langsung selama beberapa minggu :

1. Pulangnya sore.

pulang sekolah jam 14.15, malah ada yang sampe jam 3.

itu belom termasuk exkul yang diwajibkan dengan kehadiran 90%, juga les les, dan les, yang sangat dibutuhkan berhubung sebagian guru yang ngajarnya bikin pusing ^{^{9³ x 7² keliling, ato guru'y demen ngeluarin anak, yang berakibat anak ketinggalan pelajaran.}}

lama" ngga usah sekolah, ngeles aja udah lebih pinter !

efek lain : ga ada waktu buat jalan, refreshing, ato sekedar les di luar pelajaran karena cape otak = cape badan (kata sebuah iklan)

2. Pulang sore itu masih ditambah dengan adanya praktikum.

praktikum bisa sampe jam setengah 6 ! kita sekolah dari matahari terbit di utara dan tenggelam di selatan (iya yaa..?). Lama" kita jadi hantu sekolah aja sekalian.

3. Tiap hari harus berkutat dengan rumus rumus rumus rumus..

rumus ini lebih bagus, pasti ngalahin rumus'y Einstein :

F x K + n^{2 = 1^ou51179 x 777 k}

(baca = pusing)

dengan F = fisika, K = kimia, k = konstanta keliling (= 99 km), n = lain"

4. Ga masuk = mati aja

persamaan yang tepat juga

sebener'y akibat dari penderitaan no.3

gara" setiap hari pasti ada pelajaran yang berat : fisika, bio, mate, dll efek :

a. kalo ga masuk (gara" sakit) jadi ribet ngejar'y

b. kalo mau madol, mau pergi jalan" kemana gitu misal'y, pasti mikir dulu juga,

ga masuk 2 hari aja ketinggalan banyak, sampe sekarang belom beres nyalin catetan (apa gw'y yagn males ga tau juga deh...)

5. Buku pelajaran yang berat yang bisa bikin badan ga berkembang

efek berkelanjutan : makin pendek, jadi bongkok kaya nenek" umur 103 tahun, otak tidak berkembang dan mengalami kemunduran permanen.

jangka panjang dapat mengakibatkan serangan jantung, cacat fisik dan mental (???)

6. Seperti belum cukup melihat murid"nya menderita, guru" memberikan tugas yang banyak, ulangan yang sangat cepat sekali, seperti besok udah mau kiamat lagi

pertemuan ke2 udah ulangan, belom puas, pertemuan selanjutnya bikin quis lagi.

tugas" yang banyak setinggi gunung everest, bisa bikin mata merem melek ga tidur semaleman.

7. Standar Kelulusan yang tinggi

tanpa mempedulikan penderitaan siswa, guru" menetapkan standar kelulusan yang tinggi, belajar setengah idup sampe tengah malem pun kadang masih tetep dapet di bawah SKBM = remid = belajar lagi, tanpa jaminan lulus dan mendapat nilai bagus.

standar kelulusan yang tinggi ini mengakibatkan berbagai bencana alam : kebodohan, nilai merah, sampai TIDAK NAIK KELAS, yang dapat berakibat pengasingan (diusir ma bonyok ke sekolah yang jauuuuh, biar tau rasa + ga bikin pusing orang tua, juga oleh teman"-mungkin, yang pasti jadi jauh sama temen" karena beda tingkatan), pemecatan (sebagai anak oleh orang tua), dan kematian (suicide, maybe..?)

8.Kelaparan

yang ini akibat istirahat yang kelewat ngirit dan hemat, juga karena kelas yang terletak di lantai paling wahid.

istirahat cuma 15 menit, mau praktikum jam 14.30, 15 menit mana bisa buat makan, apalagi praktikum sampe jam setengah 6.

bayangkan gimana sang naga udah ngamuk di dalem perut - apalagi kalo pagi ga sempet sarapan, istirahat pertama ga bisa jajan gara" ada tugas, istirahat ke 2 harus belajar karena ada ulangan, yang mana sering terjadi di sini.

hati", efek berkepanjangan lama" jadi penghuni lab biologi, busung lapar, jadi kanibal, paling parah kematian.

9. Harus berurusan dengan sebagian guru yang ....

ambil aja kesimpulannya sendiri kira" gimana

contoh :

a. ada ngajarnya sambil nyanyi lagu nina bobo, yang bener" efektif bisa bikin tidur walaupun ada gempa bumi, kebakaran, bumi tenggelem ga akan bangun. insomnia..? coba deh masuk dengerin kelas dy, dijamin bisa tidur puleslesleeess... ngomongnya kecil-berenti-tiba" keras bikin kaget-serangan jantung tidak ditanggung, orang dengan penyakit jantung tidak disarankan masuk kelas dy.

b. ada yang kalo ngejelasin 1" berasa mau makan itu murid yang nanya, dengan mata melotot haus darah, gigi yang tajam siap untuk mencabik mangsa

c. ada yang kaya preman tukang palak, maen ancem maen gencet.

d. ada yang ngomong'y ala cinta laura

contoh" di atas hanya sebagian dari guru" yang ada..

10. Belum lagi berbagai peraturan yang mengekang, mengikat, dan membuat murid tidak dapat bergerak kemana".

kaya mereka ngga pernah jadi anak SMA aja, masa" yang indah penuh kenangan dan perbuatan" keji lainnya.

29 butir peraturan yang dicetak di selembar kertas dengan tulisan kecil" bikin mata jereng, tanda tangan kita, orang tua arti setuju, yang padahal dalem ati ga setuju" juga.

demikian sebagian penderitaan yang kami alami, hal ini belum termasuk masalah lain" yang pasti nanti akan kami hadapi.

jika anda mengalami gejala" seperti di atas, harap segera menghubungi rumah sakit jiwa.

terima kasih.

bisa juga gw ngomong gini ......

2009-08-01T09:38:00.008+07:00

hmm, ga tw, tiba" kepikiran aja kata" itu.

lagi pelajaran agama yang ngebosenin, trus seperti biasa gw bengong, trus tiba" *cling* dapet kata" itu, trus langsung gw tulis.

kalo gw tw itu saat t'akhir gw sama dy, saat t'akhir gw liat dy, gw bakal lebih ngehargain saat" itu, gw bakal lebih ngehargain dy.....

kadang manusia emang baru bisa ngehargain penting'y kehadiran seseorang saat orang itu udah ga ada.

banyak contoh'y, ga usah disebutin 1"...

i lost my BF when i was 10..

waktu itu gw kelas 5 (gw umur berapa ya waktu itu, lupa d poko'y..), she was my BF for about 3 years..

gw bener" sedih waktu itu, kalo hari itu ga libur, dy bakal masuk skul abis 2 minggu ga masuk, n gw bisa ketemu dy.

gw nyesel banget, ada sesuatu yang pengen gw kasihin ke dy tapi ga gw kasih.

nyesel banget gw dulu sering ngisengin n jahatin dy...

trus, gw bingung ma 1 orang, reaksi dy ......

kenapa sampe segitu'y, mpe sekarang masih belom bae'n, bukan b'arti musuhan juga, ngerasa sedikiiit kehilangan juga.....

susah dijelasin (baca : ga mw ngejelasin)

hmm, regret always comes late..

kenapa musti gitu.

banyak juga yang gw seselin dalam hidup gw, tapi itu pilihan gw, jadi gw bisa apa lagi...?

jalanin aja apa yang udah gw pilih, b'tanggung jawab ma pilihan itu.

gitu" itu kan gw juga yang milih...

akhir" ini gw banyak mikir, tentang banyak hal..

dapet banyak pelajaran juga, buat ke depan'y..

du, bingung mw nulis apa, susah dijelasin..

inti'y gitu d...

hargain semua yang lw punya, temen, sahabat, keluarga, selagi mereka ada.

cos lw cuma punya 1x kesempatan, waktu ga bakal keulang lagi buat yang ke2x'y, setiap detik b'harga.

sebelum lw nyesel, lakuin yagn t'baik yang lw bisa, cos regret comes late.

dan ga ada guna'y juga lw nyeselin itu, ga akan ngubah apa", waktu ga bakal jalan mundur, yang ada itu bakal cuma bikin semua'y tambah parah + nyakitin semua'y.

mendingan lw ambil itu buat pelajaran ke depan'y, belajar dari pengalaman....

Gunung Ga Lagi-Lagi

2009-06-08T21:41:00.003+07:00

sooo, hari sabtu kemaren, tepatnya tanggal 6 juni 2009, gw pergi hiking ke daerah sentul sama anak" PA + Andree ma Tyo..
gw berangkat dari terminal damri bareng" naek bus yang ke sentul, pake celana basket, kaos dan sepatu Nike putih bokap gw yang bener" baru gw keluarin dari kotak..
dalam bayangan gw, hikingnya tuh bakal lempeng" aja, jalannya kaya waktu dulu perpisahan, ga kerasa sama sekali..
tapi TAP TAP TARAAAaaaa....!!! sangat berbeda dengan yang gw bayangkan!
di sana sama sekali ga ada hawa dingin sejuk gunung" gitu..
di situ PANAS , SANGAT !
udah gitu dari awalnya juga gw udah cape ga kuat nanjak gitu, dan gw bilang, duuu, kapan jalan datarnya nii...? dan jawabnya, mana ada jalan datar..? padahal itu baru aja mulai..
makin ke sana ada tanah yang becek, terpaksa gw lepas sepatu, nyeker, daripada tuh sepatu kecebur...
dan untung gw lepas tu sepatu, cos di situ kaki gw masuk sampe di bawah lutut.
sampe disitu sepatu gw masih CLING*, kinclong, bahkan waktu abis diinjek Tian..

makin ke sanaaa...
gw ngelewatin sawah" gitu, dan gw bilang... wah, serasa dulu di marsud yaa....
yaa, secara dulu sekolah gw berbatesan sama desa" gitu, jadi sawah" gitu mah udah sering gw lewatin, apalagi kalo pelajaran biologi dulu sama waktu ngeMOS, bahkan gw pernah kesesat waktu nyari jalan buat ngeMOS anak" angkatan 4, sampe harius loncat pager..
yaah, jadi ngelantur... okeh, lanjut....
di situ gw udah mulai tuh, kecebur ke lumpur dan kotor itu sepatu, tapi gw pikir yaudahlaah..
makin kesana dan makin siang.....
CAPEEEE...!!!
apa lagi jalan yang dilewatin bukan yang muluuus gitu, malah kita ngelewatin yang bukan jalan dan disekitarnya taneman" gitu, ada yang banyak durinya *sakit tuh nusuk"*, banyak juga binatang" aneh dan menjijikan, kaya siput tak berumah, gitu"... euwh.....

di tengah jalan, udah keabisan minum, gw udah hampir nyerah, pengen balik, pengen mandi rasanya.. gw bilang, mamaaa, pengen pulang.... beneran deh itu mah, tapi katanya jangan ngomong gituu..
okeh, gw lanjut lagi dengan sisa" tenaga dan semangat yang ada *lebaii* ...

singkat cerita, AKHIRNYA, kita sampai di tujuan *yeeii US !!* dan kita berdoa trus nyanyiin lagu padamu negeri, trus ngehentakin kaki 3x, yang kata'y emang udah jadi kebiasaan...
trus, kita turun..
jalanan turunnya so sweeet, haha..
waktu turun jatoh berapa kali gw, ga tau, penyemangat gw adalah, waktu turun, cari warung beli minum, trus nanti kalo udah sampe minta jemput mama, trus mau McFlurry caramel..
hahahahahahahah..
akhirnya sampe juga kita di bawah, walaupun gw masuk yang terakhir, yang laen udah ada yang sampe dari tadi.. *irinyaaaa...*
tapi dari waktu turun juga kaki gw udah sakiiit, lutut ga bisa ditekuk...

okeh, akhirnya, abis istirahat sebentar, kita naek angkot ke tempat busnya ada..
lucky us, busnya belom berangkat, langsung deh kita serbu...
haha..
sampe di bus, gw telpon nyokap, setengah ngerengek gw minta jemput..
pas nyokap gw liat gw, taraaaaa..! surprise! kaki gw udah penuh lumpur semua, kaos gw juga putih, udah kotor, sepatu udah semua coklat..
dan nyokap gw bilang, ngapain kamu tadi pake sepatu itu, kan sayang...
dan begitu juga komentar pembantu gw begitu ngeliat gw di rumah, ditambah katanya, kamu dah tau kaya gitu kenapa pake kaos putih..?!?
yee, mana kau tau, mbaaak....

udah ga keitung dah berapa bahasa sensor yang keluar waktu hiking, susah gila jalannya..

malemnya, gw cape banget, padahal besoknya gw ada tes seleksi AFS yang ke2, jadi gw ga sempet siapin deh..
jam 8 juga gw udah di tempat tidur, mau tidur..
tapi, waaaaw.. badan gw sakit semua, kaki, tangan, lutut ga bisa ditekuk..
dan baret" pasti banyak, gara" gw jatoh, pernah juga gw jatoh di tanaman berduri ! ouwch....
sampe jam 10n, gw masih cuma bisa setengah tidur, akhirnya gw panggil nyokap gw, minta obat..
habis dikasih obat, baru deh gw tidur sampe pagi... zZzzz...

sampe" gw mimpi, paginya gw dibawa ke rumah sakit gara" sakit" itu, udah gitu beres" udah jam 7.58 (kalo ga salah), dan gw ada tes AFS jam 8, udah pengen nangis gw bilang ke Yossie (ga tau tiba" di situ banyak anak", ada Amel juga), duu, gimana ni Yos, ga sempet ni gw, gimana dong...??
dan dengan entengnya dia bilang, ah, kan masih lama...
kata gw lagi setengah teriak dan marah", desperate, ah, itu kan lw yang masih lama, nomer lw akhir, gw nomer awal nii...!!

ahahaha, mimpi yang aneh, untungnya ga jadi kenyataan..
hahahahahahahah..

tapi ga tau kenapa, mungkin alergi, qo badan gw jadi bentol" gatel" gini yaa, sampe sekarang gini, katanya c Andree juga..
malah masa kata bokap gw digigit kutu anjing gw, mungkin ga sih...?
ah, bokap gw nih, ngebego"in gw mulu... haha..
tapi, yaaa, yaudahlaah, sabar aja, moga" aja lama" ilang...
haha..

itu gunung udah ganti nama dari gunung pancar jadi GUNUNG GA LAGI LAGI..
LOL..
yang pasti, naek gunung (yang kemaren aja masih dibilang BUKIT, WOW!) kaya kemaren lagi NGGAK LAGI LAGI deh..
haha...

Hey, Mr. Big Head !

2009-06-03T19:06:00.004+07:00

hey, Big Head! awas kepala lw meledak !!

wkwkwkwkwkwkkz..

yaa, lagi, ada orang kaya gitu banget, kePEDEan gila, *sensor* !!
(demi kenyamanan membaca, tulisan ini telah saya sensor.. wkwkwkwkwkkz)
bingung n ga nyangka gw, qoo bisa yaa ada orang yang PEDEnya setinggi langit..?
apa lagi itu DIA, beneran deh ga nyangka dy bisa kaya gitu..
ckckckckk...

gw bingung darimana datengnya kePEDEan dy yang segede gunung itu,
gw DEKET ma dy aja kagak sama sekali..
and IH WAW ! darimana cerita gw suka xmx dy DULUAN?!
gw JARANG banget x xmx orang duluan kecuali kalo ada maunya...
ckckckckk..

tengs buat 2 orang temen gw yang udah kasih tau, gw bakal b'usaha ngejauh..
kali ini gw bakal percaya ma temen" gw,
cos last time temen gw ngasih tau gw, dan gw bikin perjanjian yang akhirnya gw langgar, gw sendiri yang nyesel..
this time, NO MORE !!
walaupun dy ga bisa disamain juga sama itu JERK..

@ Mr. Big Head : gw kan ga nyama"in sikap orang kaya gimana !!

ga ada orang yang SAMA PERSIS, walaupun kembar juga..
yaa, jadi jangan samain gw sama dy, cos i'm different, everybody's different...
DEAL WITH IT !!!!!

kalo DIA baca ini, nyadar ga yaa dy dengan kepalanya yang gede itu.....??

hahahaha..

Ulum...?! aaargh!

2009-05-23T20:46:00.000+07:00

Senen ulum ...?
OMG! big AAAAARGHH!

dan pintarnya gw, gw belom belajar ma sekali !
gosh! veroo..veroo.. mau jadi apaan lw kaya gini ceritanya...
huhuhuuu...

senen mate lagi, IH WAW!
hari pertama langsung dapet jackpot, du, pa ucup, pinjem otaknya 2 jam ajaaa.....
abis itu masih dilanjutin BI sama penjaskes, apa"an coba, penjaskes pake ada ulangan segala, ga penting ah, mendingan praktek aja, bikin tambah pusing aja..
huhuhuu..

duuu, moga" aja gw bisa yaa ngerjain ulangannya (doain semua!), udah gitu bisa naek kelas dengan nilai bagus (AMIIIIIN....)
bakal kangen berat pasti ma x4, kelas yang asik, rusuh, sayang yaa ntar kita bakal kepisah semua..
anak"nya bae" semua, duuu, sayang kalian semua !
kita nanti sering kumpul" yaa tetep.......
sayang kalian semua, selama hampir setaon ini banyak banget yang udah kita alamin, ada sedih, seneng, ada yang berantem, ada yang lengkeet banget, ada yang aneh, ada yang iseng, ada yng diem, ada yang rame, ada yang nangis mulu (piiiiip, si itu tuh, duh, ini SMA sai!), pokoknya banyak..

I'LL MISS YOU ALL... ♥
.xoxo.